SHIT HOTMAIL I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U. HUH hao3 huai4 bu4 huai4 pian1 pian1 zhe4 ge4 shi2 hou4 huai4?!?! tmd. HELLO I'M TRYING TO EMAIL SMTH IMPT HERE?!?!?!? WAD USER FRIENDLY WAD SHIT. HUHHUHHUHHUH. CURSE U ALL. HUH WHOLE DAY SEND SOME STUPID EMAIL TELLING ME TO UPGRADE TO WAD MORE STORAGE. HUH STUPID MSN ASK ME TO UPGRADE I UPGRADE IN THE END WAD HAPPEN? THE SUPPOSEDLY "UPGRADE" ONLY LETS MY COM HAVE SOME PORNO WEBSITE N ONLINE GAMBLING LINKS POP UP ALL THE TIME ONLY WAD. UPGRADE LA UPGRADE LA. SHIT U. CURSE U TILL THE END OF TIME. I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U. *pants*

I am f*cking pissed at this pt of time. Havent felt so pissed for a very long time. ok not really totally pissed, itz more of frustration. a hell lot of frustration. itz the kind of frustration that makes me want to kill someone. n my mom is yelling at me to do my theory hw. well guess wad? I DUN WANT TO DO IT N I WON'T. SO THERE. wad the shit. HELLO?!?!? I'm pek chek enuf as it is. I dun need u to yi4 zhi2 zai4 wo3 er3 bian1 nian4 ge4 bu4 ting2. huh I use online blogs (both private n public) so that U CAN'T SEE IT DAMN IT. HUH THEN WHOLE DAY COME N PEEP OVER MY SHOULDER TO SEE WAD I WRITE. THEN WHEN I CLOSE THE WINDOW THEN U SAY U WUN READ. WAD THE HELL IS THIS MAN. I HATE IT OK. I REALLY HATE IT. WHERE'S MY PRIVACY MAN. WAD KIND OF DEMOCRATIC SOCIETY R WE LIVING IN HUH? BLOODY SHIT.

I DUN need u to come n tell me how to live my life. I KNOW WAD I WANT. FOR HEAVENS SAKE JUST GIVE ME SOME CHANCE TO MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS CAN? IF U CUD HAVE DONE IT AT UR AGE, I DUN SEE WHY I CAN'T. say wad I'm isolating myself from my family. WAD THE HELL. if i'm isolating myself from my family I wud have packed my bags n go stay in school for good. IF I WANT TO GO FOR TRG I WILL. DUN COME N GIVE SOME SHIT EXCUSE THAT I'M INJURED THUS I MUSN'T GO FOR TRG. PLEASE LA.

I'm really very pissed now. I shall go to sleep. no wonder I've been feeling much worse than I usually am. if I'm so worked up I cant practise qigong properly. ok fine wadever. also, if I want to learn n practise qigong, itz my own bizz. itz NONE OF UR BIZZ. SO STOP MAKING SARCASTIC REMARKS. WHY DO U THINK I KEEP FINDING EXCUSES TO STAY IN SCHOOL LONGER? ITZ BCOS I DUN WANT TO COME HOME TO THIS LIFE OF NAGGING N NTH ELSE.

wad the hell.

Wah lau curse hotmail la. I HATE IT. wth. like I'm trying to email my snr abt Inunion n the STUPID THING KEPT TELLING ME THERE'S AN ERROR?!?!?!? wad the shit. curse them.

N now my dad is watching the wad jing1 tian1 shui2 hui4 ying2. stupid show. n there's this idiotic kid singing some retarded song. turns out it was wad? mei3 li4 xing1 shi4 jie4. WAH BIANG that stupid kid sing got NO TUNE AT ALL WAD.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. yes I'm super bloody pissed off by idiotic hotmail now. WAD THE HELL CHOOSE TO DIE ON ME WHEN I'M TRYING TO SEND AN IMPT EMAIL?!?!?!? WAD THE HELL.

n now my back n shoulder decided to start aching again. it always does when I'm bl***y pissed off. wad the hell. trg this sunday I think I'll just go there n die la. havent trained for 2 wks? n I din even do my usual conditioning. too lazy. I bet if lao shi goes back he'll kill me. ok fine he wun. he usually doesnt say anything. makes me even more guilty. if wei yi shi xiong goes he wun say anything cos he's pretty slack himself. if jia liang shi xiong goes he'll probably make a lot of noise. he's pretty strict. yep. I guess my sword improved a little bit under him. but I guess I'm lousy once again. ARGH.

Man was freaking tired today. n I was very pissed with my sec 2s. wah biang their playing ah. is it bcos I'm too nice liao that's y they'r I dunno slacking a bit? they havent even packed concert files? wad the hell. n I'm not going for band prac tmr la. cos itz been postponed to the morning. wth. if they still havent packed by tmr n we get fined, I'll TRASH THEM. wah biang I strain so hard to play as loud as possible for wad? I play until my diaphragm cramp for wad? I play until I blank out for wad? WAD'S THE DAMN PT. scared of making mistakes then can dun play is it? Wad kind of shit attitude is that? the only time I said "no" to a snr's request was when Sarah wanted me to play the string bass score for foster in my mind last yr. now they can even bargain with me? WAD THE HELL IS THIS MAN. I've been like quite an independent player since sec 1? u dun see me asking Iris or Sarah to play with me for Inunion in sec 1 just bcos I'm "scared of making mistakes" rite. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. CURSES.

N I STILL HATE HOTMAIL. if itz not for msn I'll switch to yahoo. not that msn is that wonderful. just that all my contacts use msn. wth.

Hmm hope the time zone is correct now. ok wadever. who cares. hmm. read Joseph's blog just now. I guess itz kinda true la... how pple now dun really appreciate wad they have now... hmm pple seem to be in a reflective mood now...

I guess here in Singapore, where everything is so prosperous, in a way, we tend to take things for granted... having a tv, a computer, a handphone etcetc... I mean... even I cant imagine life without a computer for instance. We see students selling flags in the street n we siam until dunno where... we sell flags also just bao4 zhe4 yi4 zhong3 "aiya I want to finish this n get over it as soon as possible" attitude. like today, when me n my mom going parkway, kenna lan2 zhu4 by a lot of pple selling some dunno wad tickets la. n one of them, this guy, he was selling n SMOKING at the same time la. but honestly the way those pple sell tickets. si3 chan2 lan4 da3. ning4 ke3 sha1 cuo4 bu4 ke3 fang4 guo4. as in... it gets kinda irritating... esp when they come up to u n flap a booklet of tix in ur face.

Ok i started this entry like 2 hrs ago? n I've only written the 1st 2 paras? wth. k really no mood to write now I guess... just wanna say time really flies... I kinda regret not appreciating wad i had in the past... like now... itz only when Kelly gone for work ex so long that I really miss her... as in I really feel her absence la... can only see her on saturday? like see the sec 1s flag n baton then really miss my baton? n the snrs... see the sec 2s skit miss doing lighting... like now so fast I'm going to be sec 4 soon? one more yr left in sec sch... makes me wanna cry... like cadenza is next yr... n I was still like lamenting on wad a pity rg n ri backed out of outdoor scene? like y am I not treasuring the last cadenza I'll be having? y am I feeling wan3 xi1 for smth that wun happen?

Y am I only starting to appreciate sch now? y din I start treasuring wad I have in sec sch until now? ok I started treasuring the band since sec 1, but is it enuf? like I'll be leaving the band like in abt 7 more mths or so... then 2 more yrs in band in JC n that's it. there'll be nth left... only a memory... I'll miss my Donnie next yr when I leave the band... I'll miss my mouthpiece, which has followed me since sec 1? I'll miss my section area... n like now 3 posters fell off n I still havent done anything abt it? ARGH. can I BUY my mouthpiece, which is pretty old now, so that it can stay with me forever? pleeeeease qms? I really love my mouthpiece too much to let it go... like usually when the others upgrade instru their mouthpieces will change or smth... well i dun. from xiao ji li (e flat) to xiao 136 (b flat) to donnie (b flat) now, I've always been using the same mouthpiece...

Time really flies... 15 yrs have passed... my 16th birthday is in erm 4 mths time? 16... that's so old la... it seems like only yesterday I was like erm 9? but then at the same time, primary sch seems so far away... even further away than kindergarden? it seems like a long time since I started wushu... even tho' itz only been abt 3 yrs or so... it seems very long liao... almost as if I've been trg all my life... piano geng4 bu2 yong4 jiang3... music has always been part of my life... n it'll always be... I'll miss the band alot alot... I dun miss choir. not at all... but I'll miss the band... so wad if I'm not gd at sports? how can I have forgotten I still have my music? sports is anyone's game I guess... apart from sports geeks like me n my dad... but music... I mean honestly la... how many in this world actually have music in their hearts? with music, the world seems so beautiful... really beautiful...

K shall go sleep now. itz 1230am? freak. there's still band prac tmr. argh. that makes it only 4 n a 1/2 hrs of sleep? wth.

Today's Band Prac was really cool. honestly. but at first Mr Oura seemed quite pissed with us. eeks. we did Beauty n the Beast today. n he got pissed with the beginning part la. arnd there. even bass players also kenna scolded. haish.

Then he drank the water we got for him. man when he picked up the bottle the label fell off? so spastaded. then it took him some time b4 he managed to open it. man his expression was dem funny when he drank the water. it was a kind of "eww what is this" expression. hehz. then he told us "orh... indonesian water..." then he made he made the kind of "eh?" face. so funny!! yup then the tension kinda broke la. n Mr Oura was in a gd mood. :D

Beauty n the Beast went relatively smoothly after that, apart from my section getting scolded for playing too loud at "Beauty n the Beast", the horn solo part. then he was like "TUBAS! u play so loud for wad? do u know who plays the melody here a not?!?" then I was like "Horn." but he din hear!! then he said we dunno who's playing the melody. I KNOW OK!!! IT WAS A FRENCH HORN SOLO!!! yuan1 wang4 ah4!!! haish. I think that was the 1st time in dunno how long we got scolded for playing too loud? hehz. I like Charis' solo!!! ok fine itz only 2 bars, but itz so nice!!! ok Xiao Han ur solo was nice too. :D I also got "solo" yar wad itz marked on the score: "one player only". hehz. ok fine. nvm.

Oh yar then halfway thru' the piece rite, all of a sudden Mr Oura started singing? guess wad he sang man. u know the song is supposed to be "Tale as old as time, Song as old as rhyme, Beauty n the Beast" yep. then Mr Oura sang: "Beauty and me...." OMGOSH HE IS SO DEM CUTE. but I couldnt really hear from the back. it sounded like "Beauty n 'd'" then stop. so it turned out it was "Beauty n ME" OH MY GDNESS.

Lalala. then did Merry Widow... I screwed it up la. was very tired after trying to play loud enuf to be heard for Beauty n the Beast. argh. then my hand kept shivering. wth. but I guess this means I'm trying hard enuf. too hard in fact. usually when I overstrain I'll just blank out for a while n my hand will start shaking. ok fine that was in sec 2. k fine nvm. omgosh I cant play at figure 16 la. the perc soli. wah biang Mr Oura wants the string bass part to be played? n itz pizzicato? on a tuba? then after band prac I went to ask him how he wants it to be played. so now I more or less know how I'm going to play it properly la. just hope that for Inunion I wun blow n only air comes out. no note. that's been happening to me recently. sigh must go train my diaphragm. sit ups! ok fine out of pt. hmm maybe itz cos I'm using my strength wrongly... that's y I keep mispitching during Merry Widow... hmm. maybe I shld focus my strength more on arnd my lips n my diaphragm. *nods*

After band prac watched the sec 2s' skit. omgdness itz so freaking funny. the expressions on the sec 2s' face was really very comical. hmm but maybe they shld try to say their lines without laughing. ok I shall not elaborate on their skit... if u want to know wad their skit is like u'll have to wait till Inunion. :D

Then watched the sec 1s' flag n baton. I guess they improved quite a bit la. but of cos there's still rm from improvement.

Finally our batch dance! hehz itz really very very cute. I'm serious! yar basically it was just Ling n Ching doing in front n we just follow. wah biang I cant believe we actually managed to catch it so quickly. hahaha. then after we did it abt once or twice, all of us were just roaring with laughter. then me n xiao han were rolling on the floor cos we couldnt stop laughing. man. so loser. rolling on the floor. how undignified. I think the only real risk our dance possesses is not that we'll forget the steps. u just need to follow the others. hehz. the real danger is that we'll be so bz laughing we cant dance at all. man. haha. ya1 zhou4 hao3 xi4. check it out. woohoo I just love our batch dance. n we only started learning it today? hehz so proud of us. keep it up pple! :)

Ok I know JC Band Fest was yesterday. but when I got home it was already 1030pm? so freaking tired I just couldnt blog. ok so I'm blogging now. obviously. argh.

Hehz u noe we paid $10 n we got $15 tickets? in the gallery. erm we sat there during a tempo for the 1st half of the concert. yep. me n qq think that those seats r the coolest. so near the band. but Ginny thinks that those seats r the suckiest ones n that esplanade/nie cheated our money. hehz. yar we sat behind the trumpets. haha at first I thought itz the different JC bands play one by one? then I was wondering wad will happen to RJC band since they're so small to start with n they have missing players. well guess wad. all the bands combined together n then they were divided into 4 bands, each named after a famous composer. I only remember Hadyn n Liszt at the moment. yep. so my worries were for nth. hehz.

1st band had Ginny! yar. n that Kah Chun person who is so freaking zai la. man his trumpet is so... I dunno beautiful? ok fine wad an adjective. pls excuse my lack of vocab. but his trumpet is really very nice. itz gold n very shiny. n his solo is... wah. I dunno how to describe. but it was so loud n so dem nice.
then the conductor was Mr Richard Adams. took me very very long b4 I realized why he looked so familiar. He conducted this brasses workshop for us b4 when I was in sec 1/2 I think. no wonder. hehz. I only realized that after the concert? wah biang. so loser.
but I think the 1st band's pieces were rather serious la. quite.

2nd band (Hadyn) had Tian Yi! hehz. y I sound like... dunno. nvm. k it was this japanese conductor la. cant remember his name. but he was so cool!!. kz. then this band's songs r more lively. n I felt very high listening to them play. hehz. esp the 1st piece. dem nice. then 2nd piece was some Irish dunno wad I think. then Teng Kok had this very nice solo. I like the way he plays his flute. his elbow comes up. hehz. I saw this professional flautist play b4. his elbow comes up too. ok out of pt. nvm. then their last song was On the Mall. yep. at first I was thinking "shopping mall". but it turns out that this "mall" refers to some dunno wad thing. smth to do with military stuff. cant really remember. then the band played it the 1st time, sang it the 2nd time n whistled it the 3rd time. oh man u shld have heard them singing. so cute!!! :) yar. oh man this is my favourite band. >.<

3rd Band's conductor was the Tales of the Sea composer. ok FINE I CAN'T SPELL HIS NAME. then all 3 pieces were composed by him? wah conducting the pieces u wrote. so cool. this band had the most snrs with dyed hair. Kah Hua was in this band.

Last band had Joseph n Xiao Hui! hehz. the pieces were quite cute la. the last one was this italian song called (when translated) ice cream n (or is it with) coffee. wah biang made me hungry. ok outta pt once again. but Joseph is really freaking tall. my gosh when he stood next to Xiao Hui it was pretty erpz. quite scary. then when Xiao Hui hold her tbone (while standing), the end of the slide rests on the floor. when Joseph holds his tbone (while standing), it hovers in mid air? like the instru looks so small when he's holding it. hehz.

I cant remember which band Shi Feng was in, but she was very gd too. hehz. ok fine I admit I cant hear her! but she looked very pro. hehz.

Then after the concert me n qq went to find the snrs to give presents. oh man Ginny din recognize qq?!? yep cos she rebonded her hair mah. then Ginny had the kind of "huh?" expression on her face when qq gave her the present b4 she realized it was qq. hehz. so funny. then Chia Ling looked very very shocked when she saw qq. then she started screaming. hehz. n Xiao Hui also looked very shocked. it took Kah Hua another 5 minutes or so b4 she realized that qq was qq. hehz. she looked even more shocked. hehz.

Hmm. Shi Feng seemed quite surprised that I still remember her. when I called her she was like "Oh my gdness u still remember me?". hmm does that mean she still remembers me or not? siok teng says it means not. haish. then Joseph also looked quite shocked when I called him. cos I was like "JOSEPH STOP!! WAIT WAIT!!" then he started laughing. hehz.
Then for some reason Teng Kok kept walking up n down n up n down n he kept staring at us. cos we looked quite silly standing there going "where's Chia Ling?" "where's Kah Hua?" etc etc. but then I think he looked a bit ke3 lian2 la. for some reason. k nvm.

Hmmmhmm some crap stuff. Joseph seems taller than the last time I saw him. Shi Feng seems erm shorter? then Teng Kok's eyes seem bigger. haha. okok I shall stop being lame.
Then it was quite funny la. see all the girl snrs laden with flowers n presents, besides carrying their instruments n bags. then the guy snrs leh. just their instruments n bags. full stop. quite sad la. they never get presents from their jnrs.

Then Ginny talked for 1/2 an hr to me n qq. erm actually she did the talking. we just listened n nodded our heads. haha. the rj snrs r so cute! omgosh. they'r so funny! the things they do. awww. ok ok.
Erm then later went Raffles City to eat dinner with siok teng n yuh ning. had awful stomach ache n head ache for some reason. haish. as in I dun noe y i had a headache. but I have a kind of idea as to why i had a stomach ache. must be never shou1 gong1 properly again. dan1 tian2 area hurt like mad. it felt like someone was stabbing me with a knife. ouch.

Gave my programme booklet to Chia Ling. a bit sad la. but for a snr, anything is worth it. then Xiao Hui looked like she wanted to kill me cos at first I din want to give any of them. then in the end I gave to Chia Ling. *sheepish grin* but qq agreed to give me hers! yay. thx qq. ur the best. lalala. I want to listen to JC Band Fest all over again!! :D

Well on my way home from tuition today, me n dad were watching this soccer match on tv mobile. singapore vs mymmar. of cos I think singapore kenna trashed in the end la. when I reached parkway it was 2-nil to mymmar n there was only abt 10 minutes left to the game. sure die la. unless got miracle la. last SEA games we also kenna trashed by mymmar. erm actually I hafta admit that mymmar is a very strong team. but that's not the pt. the pt was how the game was played by singapore. it was BAD. not say I wanna downgrade my country. but honestly, it was pretty awful. then there were like abt 5-10 wud-be-goals. the player is so freaking near the goal post la. n not much obstruction. then they kick the ball towards the sky wad. I mean like HELLO. the net is IN FRONT of u. NOT in the sky? wth. then ah. dunno wad the defence is doing la. itz literally non-existent. then my dad thinks their basics is not even there. I hate to admit it, but itz quite true la. the players can control the ball ok. very gd at turning 360 degrees turns with the ball still in their possesion. then they pass the ball to the OPPONENTS wad. if not itz they pass. then guess wad? THERE'S NO SUPPORT PLAYER. so the ball either gets into mymmar's possesion or goes out of the field. argh. I mean itz very sad to hear the commentator say stuff like "OH MY GDNESS I DUN BELIEVE THIS!", "OH NO WHERE IS THE SUPPORT?", "well singapore only has themselves to blame.", "OH his aiming is off AGAIN!" n stuff liddat. itz very very sad la. n itz demoralizing. wth. ok fine the news just reported we lost 2-nil. so we have to beat m'sia in order to stay in the games. my dad isnt very optimistic abt it. m'sia is a strong team isnt it?

Then my dad was telling me how the dunno who minister la. say wad other countries buy other countries' players to play for them n we can do the same too. He thinks players can be bought on the streets is it? 3 for $10 ah? transfer fees of players leh. we're talking abt MILLIONS of pounds here ok. bullshit. still say wad singapore getting into world cup 2010. now we cant even beat our own neighbouring countries wad makes u think we can come up against teams like Brazil n England? I mean face it la. instead of trying to buy players, (who probably wun be much good if they have to end up coming to singapore) y not spend the money on getting a world class professional coach to brush up the team's skills? y not make our OWN local players into excellent players like michael owen n ronaldo? y waste money importing foreign players?

N my dad told me ah seng uncle's son is in national bball team la. they're supposed to get $15 allowance every trg. n even that $15 also can owe for wad 2 or 3 mths b4 they actually GET the money? then they win some match n they get wad. MILO. ok that one not very sure. either milo or some milo sponsored stuff. wadever. itz dem sad la. n they wad import some china players who r not even gd. in the end one yr later the china players get sent back to china. wad a waste of money.

K our swim team. u see Joscelin Yeo. U cant deny she's gd la. she's excellent lor. "Singapore's Golden Girl". in the end the country just take it for granted she confirmed everything win one wad. then last SEA games she lost the gold medal for 50m freestyle. n the media had to make such a HUGE FUSS OVER IT. I mean ok she lost one gold medal for an event she's been winning since 1993? but she won 3 other events wad. u cant say just bcos she lost one event she's no longer gd. at least she still holds the SEA games record for that event. n our other swimmers did well too wad. new golds, personal bests, records r broken... how come not much is mentioned abt them?

Then our atheletes really go pin1 very hard one lor. anyone can tell that. then they win a few gold medals let's say. itz only counted as one gold la. then they train so hard they get a medal. ok u get gold government maybe reward u a bit la. give u some money n that's it. u see m'sia. u get a gold medal rite. u get a bungalow, u get lots of cash n u get a plot of land ok. see wad our local atheletes get. n still the government prefers to be more proud of our imported atheletes. wth. how do u expect local atheletes to really produce results if this is the kind of shit u give them? they try so hard is this all ur going to give them? r "local goods" really no match for "foreign goods"?

One person we're quite familiar with. Ang Peng Siong. one of singapore's star swimmers of the past. when he was an athelete he din get much wad. now he's a coach at least he can earn a living n still be involved in the sport he loves.

I mean. itz not pt just SAYING u care for our local atheletes lor. must have some xing2 dong4 to prove it rite. look at Tan Howe Liang. Olympics Silver. itz possible for our present atheletes now. n I'm referring to the LOCAL ones. no pt just foreign players like Li Jia Wei or Jing Jun Hong bringing back the medals rite. wad abt our other players? they'r as good if not better than them la. dun support the atheletes just bcos they can bring back medals to reflect well on the country. sports is more than that. there's more to life than just winning. there's more to sports than just getting gold. yes getting gold is good. but shldnt playing sports have more than just aiming to get gold n nth else but the gold?

Ok I know that there will be pple who'll beg to differ with my viewpts, but then the above is purely just my opinion n represents no company's or whoever's stand. yep. to sum it up, all I'm saying is, give our local atheletes more chance. relax on the foreign import. we have enuf local talent to support singapore's sports scene.

Yep watched that show just now. man is it freaky or what. itz chao1 scary la. like this tape from pakinstan. this grp of teens were posing with this supposedly tame lion. then all of a sudden the lion just turned n grabbed the nearest teen. as in the teen's arm ended up in the lion's jaws la. wah lau then his frens were like holding on to him trying to pull him free. very scary. in the end the lion let go la. my gosh. can u imagine wad wud have happened if the lion refused to let go? *shudders*

Then got this guy kenna sucked into some war jet engine? if itz not bcos his clothes got caught in the engine stuff rite, he wud have to shredded to pieces by the compressor blades. ewww. imagine u r working like to ensure nth goes wrong with the flight n all of a sudden u get sucked into the engine? argh.

Ok actually I worked myself into quite a frenzy when i just got home after tuition. shall elaborate more in the next entry. actually I was really worked up. but then this show was so scary my temper deflated a bit. hehz. shall try to include as much details as possible. hehz.

k back again. my stupid windows media player. I am super bloody pissed with it. the ONLY album it could play was my No.1 cowboy one. the marty robbins one. yep. then just now I had to delete everything n reload EVERY SINGLE SONG back into it b4 it could play them. wad the shit. demmit. @#$%^&*. wah lau. pissed off like mad. n ah the all audio thing. guess wad. it din arrange my songs according to album. n I forgot how to move the songs liao. so now rhapsodia is the 1st song, then the whole marty robbins album. then virginia. then cadenza 8 album. then the band pieces album. then merry widow. wah itz so damn organized I cant stand it lor. wth.

then ah. my com is getting more n more crazy. first there was this so called msn messenger update. so I click update mah. then it turned out it was some shit dunno wad that's NOT related to msn AT ALL. n now these porno website links n online gambling stuff keeps popping out on my com. MSN MESSENGER UPDATE HUH? sh*t them all. GO N DIE. argh.

n just now ah. mavis sent me an email. n guess wad. it sent itself TEN FREAKING TIMES b4 it finally stopped. N ALL THE EMAILS R THE SAME. WTH.

n the colour scheme of my lovely com is getting from bad to worse. I'm not sure whether itz the monitor or the cpu. but then the monitor has been with us since I was born? n nth happened to it. but our lovely cpu. only been with us for dunno a few yrs? n how many times did the hard disk CRASH?!? wah lau made me lose ALL my pri sch projects N my lower sec projects N a lot of stuff la. wad the shit. I WANT A NEW COM demmit. at least upgrade it abit. xian4 zai4 shen3 me4 nian2 dai4 le4? where got pple use pentium 2 still? freak la. n my cousin's com. crashed abt 3 yrs back. then from windows 95 bcome windows xp. my com leh? crashed. ok nvm. then from windows 2000 bcome windows 98?!? wth?!? n the colour scheme went bonkers?!? hate my com man.

I HATE MY COM. sh*t.

Yep we played shadow of golgotha today. man threw us completely off guard. I was like "oh shit. die liao". kz. but itz a really really nice song. :) but itz very confusing. like same melody for a few sections but everyone starts at different times. wah biang chao1 confusing. then arnd letter F letter G there rite. wah biang we hold long notes also can get lost. then count the bar rests count until get lost. then that part soft n mysterious all of a sudden the CATs n Horns just play the super loud note. wah biang got a shock.

Hmm think this piece is even more challenging than fantasy variations n gr. wah biang. Hmm must go practise this piece very very hard. itz real tough.

Wah lau screw my windows media player. I select Merry Widow n it keeps jumping a few songs down to play Rhapsodia. not say that I dun want to listent to Rhapsodia, but I wanna hear the other songs first. wad the shit. demmit.
N it says that it cant the Merry Widow recording anyway. wad the hell. jian4 gui3 le4.

K batch dance. think itz gonna be real funny. just like our batch skit. hehz. sigh think itz a pity we din manage to film down flag n baton n our batch skit. I still dunno how our f n b looks like! so sad!! argh eh someone bring camcorder to film down batch dance. hehz. :)
Yar I'm partnering dawn. woohoo. looks like I really have to net up my hair cos I'm the guy. woohoo. yea man.

Yep. today is hari raya. public holiday. woohoo. yar woke up at like wad 730 this morning? my dad la... so freaking noisy I woke up. so dem tired I went back to sleep again... then my sleep was on off on off... dem irritating. yep then woke up proper at 900... watched the jap movie at 1000. the zai4 jian4 ying2 huo3 chong2. omg itz dem touching. n the girl is so cute!! ok fine she's a cartoon character. but the show is so dem nice ok. the love the boy n his sis had for each other... it was so super touching I cried when the sister died. haish.

Then after I bathed (very hurriedly), went to orchard mrt station to meet my fren (who brought his other fren along [yes I know his fren too]). then we went to watch cold creek manor after lunch.

Yep cold creek manor was rather disappointing la. like u see the trailer u expect to see ghosts of the past coming back to haunt... well, ur wrong. there's no ghost at all. the mystery component is rather crap la. there's only a crazy murderer who murdered his family, then this other family moved in, he came back to take revenge on them. prob cos he was afraid they'll find out abt the murder. not very sure.

but the scary part was really pretty scary. as in not the whole show la. just one small part of the show where I freaked out like mad but din scream. ok fine wadever. the part where the bodies were found la. then the dale person (murderer) pushed lea (sharon stone) into the "devil's throat" (a kind of well) then they showed the dead bodies la. man that was, in my fren's words, "wah lau dem sick leh". yar. freaky.

wah biang then some parts r really a bit scary la. then the rest of the audience (apart from prob 3 of us) kept laughing mah. taibangle. then we look at each other. "wad's so funny?" hehz. wadever. maybe we're slow. or rather, singaporeans have a weird sense of humour. hehz.

but on the whole, today was really very fun. yes I din include details. just accept the fact that it was fun. hehz.