My English blog is almost dead.

hey really can't help it, I'm locked out on the other side of the Great Firewall of China.

suddenly, I can't seem to speak/write in fluent English, not that I can do so in Chinese. so... all of a sudden, I can't seem to communicate properly.

been really tired these few days, waking up at 11am everyday... was really looking forward to coming back... but now... experiencing some sort of anti-climax. don't feel like going out, don't feel like working, don't feel like studying, don't feel like... doing anything.

TV is good tho'. am amazed by this technology, having been isolated from it for the past year.

suddenly feel neither here nor there.

being able to study overseas is a great experience that I won't exchange for anything else, but at the same time... I feel... segregated. from my friends. who are all going thru' similar experiences here, back home.
when slowly, I'm starting to answer my phone calls with "ι"instead of "hello"
when I start to say "back in Shanghai we..."
when I forget how to order things in English
when all my textbooks are in Chinese
when I say "going back to Shanghai" rather than "going to Shanghai"
when I can only read my friends' blogs once every 5/6 months
when...

when I'm misplaced everytime I transit between Shanghai and Spore.